Friday, March 1, 2013

how I feel about one direction...

Hey :-) If you're reading this that means you have fallen in love with one direction...just like I did. Well, first of all I want to say that I would never regret all my love for them. It's just hard you know...it's hard knowing that to me these five boys are everything when I am nothing to them. That won't stop me from loving and going crazy about them. Never. They make me smile everyday and keep me stong. They're one of the main reasons why I'm alive. They always manage to put a smile on my face or make me laugh. Unfortunately they make me cry too. And I cry a lot. I cry because they're perfect and I'm not. I cry because I love them more than I love myself and let's face it, they will never love me back. I love supporting them against haters and I always do when I can. I even made a twitter account and everyday I try to get noticed by them. It seems impossible and maybe it is, but I'll keep trying. I just wanted to say that they are totally worth it. I used to have one more stable social life before them and my grades were better. I didn't use to spend all my time on the internet. I didn't like spending time alone. Everything changed. Now I like staying at home, tweeting them to follow me while listening to their music and crying. My friends and parents say that it's not normal at all. They also say that typical thing "it's just a boyband". But they fucking aren't to me. They're everything why can't they see that. They're..important and they mean a lot. Maybe it's just a phase...only time will show. But, for now, I'm gonna stick to them and never ever leave their side. I will always be here for them and they will always be here for me. This is what my life looks like and I'm a fangirl. I hate and love that at the same time. Either ways I love the fact that one direction came into my life and turned everything upside down. No, I am not on drugs I'm just really in love with one direction. I hope you can relate even a little to what I said. Never forget you're beautiful and someone out there is crazy for you. Love xoxo